It started with me laying in a hospital and being able to see in the dark, my younger sister was there for some time and than she disappeared after the doctor walked in, he said they he’ll have to restart me? Do they used the thing to restart the heart and I remember telling the doctor that was holding my hand that I am scared but when my heart was restarted I wasn’t laying on the bed anymore, I was standing next to it and there was another me laying in the opposite was in which I was lying, the doctors were so shocked that they touched my arm to make sure I am real and I did the same thing. Then the other me woke up and that’s where the dream turned into more of a nightmare. The other me was hostile and bit crazy talking about being angry about something and wanting to be let out of the closet I managed to lock it in. There was a skip and the next thing I know there was fire in the hospital and I managed to get out but I ended up in another hospital with my mom, grandpa, two sisters and I think my brother in law, when we walked in it was one of those old movie looking hospital so I did the registration (I don’t remember what I said anymore) but my employer was there?? And I praised him for apparently saving my an my families life, than I went ahead to look for beds that were close to each other and when I went back to find my family I saw that my mom was crying and than she asked about my nephew (god son) and the nurse simply said that he was destroyed in the car accident. Than something happened that the hospital became a ruin and bunch of man in uniforms came in just when I gained consciousness and managed to sit up, they put a gun to my throat and pulled the trigger. Than I remember not being able to move while I watched my family watch and than leave while I had some leaves follow me, after a while I managed to get up (since I couldn’t before) and wanted to suprise my family that i am alive and when my sister was about to take a selfie with my family I showed up and we went back to the burned hospital and climbed on a broken old wooden steps to the top and my other nephew almost fell while my god son was alive now and climbing as well?? In the end we climbed down and moved to a room to eat something and then people came in and told us that the hospital is abounded and no longer safe so we have to leave, so we packed and than I woke up.
Dreams often reflect our subconscious feelings, fears, and experiences, and the elements in your dream can symbolize various aspects of your life. Let's break down the key components of your dream and explore their potential meanings:
Hospital Setting: Hospitals often symbolize healing, change, or a transition period in life. They can reflect feelings of vulnerability or a need for care and support.
Your Younger Sister: She may symbolize innocence or a part of your life that you cherish. Her disappearance could represent feelings of isolation or concerns about loss or separation from loved ones.
Restarting the Heart: This moment suggests a desire for renewal or a fresh start, but also touches on fear—fear of change, vulnerability, or the unknown. The physical act of restarting your heart indicates a significant life event that may require resilience.
The Other You: Encountering another version of yourself can symbolize inner conflict, duality, or aspects of yourself that you recognize but may not fully accept. The hostility of this other self could represent repressed emotions, perhaps anger or frustration that you’ve been trying to control.
Fire and Danger: Fire is often associated with destruction and transformation. It could represent a crisis or an urgent need for change, but also the potential for eventual renewal. The idea of escaping a threatening situation suggests resilience and survival instinct.
Family Dynamics and Loss: Your family members' presence highlights the importance of family support, but the mention of your nephew’s death indicates a deep fear of loss or concern for loved ones. The emotional response of your mother could reflect your feelings about family dynamics and shared grief.
Gun and Threat: The act of being threatened may express feelings of powerlessness or fears about control in your life, perhaps emphasizing a struggle with personal safety or security.
Reunion and Climbing: The imagery of climbing could symbolize striving for goals, overcoming obstacles, or seeking enlightenment. The fact that your godson is now alive suggests hope, resurrection, or the possibility of reconciliation with past wounds.
The Abandoned Hospital: This could symbolize moving on from a difficult chapter in your life. It can also represent a feeling that certain past experiences or places are no longer safe or beneficial for you.
Overall, the dream seems to reflect a journey through fear, loss, and the struggle for identity, healing, and renewal. It could be processing real-life concerns related to family, relationships, or personal growth. Consider what aspects of your life might feel in need of healing or change, and how you can confront those feelings in your waking life.